No smooth skin,
No height,
No abs, no shoulders, no chest, no arms,
No sharp features,
No looks.

Get blocked and people ignore all the time,
Wondering will i ever break out and get to where i see all the guys are?..

I'm depressed as fucked and people are just annoying the shit out of me.
Unless i get permission to bitch slap all those annoying shits out there, I'm just gonna hide in my hole and pray i die.

The moment you think you found the perfect guy..
Smart, good looking, caring..
Everything a guy like me could ever ask for..

Then you come down of your fantasy world..
And find the bitter reality waiting to consume you.

"Don't tell me you are going to come to me crying again?"
Exact words my sister told me when I told her about this really awesome guy i've met..

Just this time i guess if i did, i wouldn't cry to her for the reason i did with penguin,
for the sole reason of falling for an impossible..
Wipe back the tears, hug my shark and start wishing i'll be alright again soon..

Going on dates just made me realize how fucked up my life is..
My heart is neither here nor there and a big part of it is still chained to you...

I hate this feeling so much.. =(
After everything i'm still thinking of you..

I'm going out for NSA more.. =(

43

The moment you realize you literally gave up on love..
Been chatting with this guy for some time now.
There is a chemistry.. well at least i feel there is..

But...
Ish.. i feel like i'm wasting my time.
I'm just in for another heart break.

Might as well stop now.

Heart..
Don't do your stupid things again..
Die.

42

"He is a jerk."

And i'm stupid.

41

Yup, its a trend. Each person I talk to goes "hey, i'm busy". or doesn't reply at all.
If you say its just a coincidence, then i should really go buy a lottery ticket.

Even this guy that I invited him out twice also pulled out last min saying "sorry, i'm busy".
Fuck this.