Going on dates just made me realize how fucked up my life is..
My heart is neither here nor there and a big part of it is still chained to you...

I hate this feeling so much.. =(
After everything i'm still thinking of you..

I'm going out for NSA more.. =(

43

The moment you realize you literally gave up on love..
Been chatting with this guy for some time now.
There is a chemistry.. well at least i feel there is..

But...
Ish.. i feel like i'm wasting my time.
I'm just in for another heart break.

Might as well stop now.

Heart..
Don't do your stupid things again..
Die.

42

"He is a jerk."

And i'm stupid.