18

Uni starts tomorrow again for you..
There goes the time i can spend with you..
I miss you my dear..
I really do..
=(

Good luck with uni. I'll be cheering you on every step...

Leo..

16

Seriously..
I very very seldom initiate in a conversation. And when i do.. You reply me with stupid shit?..

"WAHHHHH

u remember me!!!!!

WOOOHOOO

can celebrate d

wakakakka"

Seriously?..

You yourself seldom talk to me, and when i did last time, you told me you were busy. Seriously.. Never going to pm people anymore. Forget it..

15

Let go?
Haha you know the feeling..
When you are with someone..
The magical feeling to hold someone's hand..
It always kicks in
Telling yourself you want more..
And take the chance and wait..
To be patient for him
Telling yourself he will come back to you
And be like when he held your hand
And kissed your cheek
Guess who is the stupid little boy that never listens?..

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Usually when im really down.. I sleep on it and everything just goes back to normal the next day.
Not today it seems..
Woke up at 11 something.. Felt like crap.. With the heavy heart i refused to wake up..  Only got out of bed at 2.30..  Im still feeling it even now..

I want to talk to someone.. Him especially..

Im getting way ahead of myself.. Fine line between liking someone and loving someone and i passed the line without him knowing.. And im here alone.. Wondering if he will cross the line to pick me up.. Dont think he will though.. Im curling up into a ball.. Crying..

Im going back to sleep.. Away from reality...

Bought a huge bar of Hershey's cookies and cream chocolate cause i know you like white chocolate... Hope you will like the gift...

14

Daily schedule..
Wake up, think about you, smile a little..

Freshen up.

Check phone, nothing. Check facebook, twitter, nothing..

Pm you, dont get a reply, sms, no reply..

Play games.. talk to friends.

Emo a little.. Tear a little.

Think about you, wonder how is your day.

Go to sleep.

Repeat.

___________________

Sick of this.. Each time i feel like im just going to let go and dont care, you do something that makes me love you again.. The cycle goes on and on..

I fall in love to easily.. Im too easily obsesses..
Such a slut.. =(

13

"i steering a heartbreak waiting to happen."

I post this status and you comment "So fast..?"

YOU FUCKING ASS!! GO FUCK WITH KL LA!! IM SURE YOU ALREADY HAD ANYWAYS! GET AIDS TOGETHER AND DIE WHORES YOU BOTH ARE!!

R, dont act all innocent everytime some shit happens. You dare ask shit questions? FUCKING BITCH! And you dare introduce people and tell them "Oh.. Ck is my close friend. Im very close to him"

lets see what you had done that made me close to you.. Hm..
You were there when i broke up.. Wait.. No, you contributed to my break up and told me "Can i go after KL?" before we officially broke up. Im sure thats what made me close to you huh?

Seriously. Remove yourself from the gene pool. And please take along with your group of slut friends that sleep with every single person that is willing to fuck them. You are giving us P's a bad name.

Yea, Fk off..
The exact reason i deleted you off my friendlist once.

Go die.
Love,
Ck

12

No no.. I am not bitter over my ex..
Just bump sometimes when i see someone post something about you and it make me realize something..
You are still alive.. Damn.. I forget often..
Haha, Oops?


Thanks for  always commenting here malimo and soul.
This just a blog to express stuff i dont get to on my main blog facebook or twitter.. haha
Love you guys!

11

So often i doubt what is happening to me is actually happening..
Everything seems so surreal.. 
Too good to be true?..

Each time i travel toward my fairy tail castle,
Heart filled with hope and excitement,
Little things that happened on my way just makes it seem like it might be a trap..
That my castle is just a set up, to get me..
To destroy everything that is me..

Please..
Dont make it a trap..
Please..
I beg you..

Everything i've dream of..
Everything i've wanted..
Please be there waiting for me..
I've been good..

Please..

10

Checking through facebook..
XX commented on KL's Post on XX's wall..

That moment..

THEY ARE FRIENDS!!
AVOID AT ALL COST!!

So call being okay.. All the bloody feelings pouring back in.. I dont know why.. I just feel this heavy feeling on my heart.. =((

9.

No i am not attached..

I think he is too hot for me...
Will slowly let go.. =/