Haha you know the feeling..
When you are with someone..
The magical feeling to hold someone's hand..
It always kicks in
Telling yourself you want more..
And take the chance and wait..
To be patient for him
Telling yourself he will come back to you
And be like when he held your hand
And kissed your cheek
Guess who is the stupid little boy that never listens?..
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Usually when im really down.. I sleep on it and everything just goes back to normal the next day.
Not today it seems..
Woke up at 11 something.. Felt like crap.. With the heavy heart i refused to wake up.. Only got out of bed at 2.30.. Im still feeling it even now..
I want to talk to someone.. Him especially..
Im getting way ahead of myself.. Fine line between liking someone and loving someone and i passed the line without him knowing.. And im here alone.. Wondering if he will cross the line to pick me up.. Dont think he will though.. Im curling up into a ball.. Crying..
Im going back to sleep.. Away from reality...
Bought a huge bar of Hershey's cookies and cream chocolate cause i know you like white chocolate... Hope you will like the gift...
